His Eye is on the Sparrow
I have a hard decision to make. It is not hard to make but the decision is one that will make me seem totally crazy, at least in this physical world that we live in day to day. I have been trying to find other ways do as my spirit say and commit to this decision while still being somewhat status-quo. Everyday it is clear that the decision is not status-quo but status-whoa. It must be done. Everyday I become grounded in who I really am and everyday I get closer to doing what is right. I get closer to doing what is clear and walking the path I was meant to walk.
I have thought about how things will get done. How will I live once I make the decision. The only thing I can think of is how I am living now, filled with anxiety and sometimes fear for something I care little about. That is insane. This will free me. No, I am already free but this decision will be my personal confirmation of that freedom. I, my family and friends will be taken care of. I go back to scripture:
Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? – Matthew 6:26
God's eye is on the sparrow and takes care of them without asking anything of them, why would I believe that God and universe will ask any less of me.